| astha! |
[12 Aug 2009|02:52am] |
Dear God,
please kill all the ROTC guys and my P.E. teacher as well. they dont teach anything useful anyway.
Awesome, happy days spent around town
we rode our skateboards up the hill and down
a cow crossed road
i hit a pole
the pole was fine but my face got busted
didnt realize my skills have completely rusted
i should've worn a helmet
or at least knee pads as a safety net
laaaame! walang magawa...its still the middle of the week,i cant believe theres still tomorrow then friday. i hate this. got a new pad, some weird neighbors and construction workers around-wolf whistles build self esteem in the morning,seriously. i just finished this awesome report on the Greek schools of thought, it was awesome, boring but if it wasn't i did it wrong. in 30 minutes i climb the mountain of a building they call Arts and Sciences, i call it ASSPAIN. Anyway, its reggae night, nice lights, fun people expensive beer,and a collection of the meanest rastafarians ever. i dont know man,but it seems rastafarians here have little to be happy about. they walk around scaring people with their mean judgemental dreadlocked faces...seriously. i dont think he's ever heard of BobMarley,ever. he worries that every little thing aint gonna be alright. an awesome negative vibe throws every body off.
Giga Awesome
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| The Sober Files..... Day 1. |
[12 Mar 2009|02:53am] |
Dahil sa mga kaganapan sa mga huling araw, Ako ngayon ay hindi pwedeng uminon ng paborito nating liquido beer, gin, brandy, rum, etc........
Kaya pasensya nasa mga lalabas sa utak ko..... pero ansaya pala ng mga nakikita at naririnig mo kung wala kang tama, at naglalakad sa sa lugar na puro lasing... (bakit ako napunta don? ewan...)
Sa ngayon naisip ko na:
Tabla pala yung mga naiisip ko nung mga huling araw tunkool sa isang taong sira ulo at wala sa hulog. So kung ano man ang narinig mo sakin, kalimutan mo na. Dahil yooo arrr Crepe' that's french for you bitch.....
Pero dahil sober ako, naisip ko din na: baka naman tabla karin carlo.....
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Namimiss ko na yung nurse sa office, ang tanging kwelang babe sa buooong office namin, at kelangan ko humingi ng gamot sa kanya para magkita kami..... "nurse, pwede makahingi ng dequadin, sama lalamunan ko e." *ngiti tapos exit sa clinic*
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Sa mga nagtatanong *at lam kong wala* nabusan ako ng tubig sa katawan, parang radiator ng kotse mo pag nagooverheat. sa dami (daw) ng inom, at puyat, mukang gumiba at naubusan ako ng coolant. Kaya ayun:
-paalam sa office na hindi kaya...
-sabi mag half-day lang daw dahil sasampalin ka nila ng sumbat sa absent mo at pak yu ka robot.. go to work!!!!
-Pumasok parin, at pagtapos non wala pang isang oras sa office, sumuka-suka ako sa deliryo, kumuha ng isang tawag, hinold ang customer, at untiii untiing gumapang papunta sa clinic, para magpahinga ang robot, ituloy ang deliryo, sumuka ng wala, at makatambay ang magandang nurse ng office.
-Uwi, nakarinig ng balitang mapapainom ka pero dahil nga hindi pwede, tiisin mo ang narinig mo at mapapaisip ka....
-Tulog, gising bigla para uminom lang ng tubig, hanggang gabi. rutina ng buong hapon kaya nakakapagod kung iisipin mo...
-Alis ng bahay para pumunta sa lamay, tapos ng lamay naghanap ng kaibigan.
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-Shout out to my favorite friend: Grunk gel!!!
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| Ten Minutes......... |
[17 Nov 2008|03:57am] |
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Naglalakad palabas ng office, ng biglang...... May masaskit sa left side ko. tamang sa ribs...... hindi ako makahinga, hirap maglakad....... ang sagot: cramp amputa....... so bale tamang mga limang minuto nagmumuka akong agaw buhay habang ang mga mararngal na sekyu nanonood ng GMA7........ salamat... pero sinubukan ko paring magtanong sa C.Q. AKO:*naghihingalo* : Boss, san si nurse?.. *hingang malalim habang nakahawak sa tagiliran at yupengyupe ang muka* GUARD: "umuwi na e." *Sabay lingon ulet sa T.v.* So gumawa ako ng paran upang mawala ang sakit na halos nahkakahimatay, nag streching ako..... tas after five seconds nawala, naglogin, at ..........................
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| Hindi pa tapos....... |
[27 Sep 2008|03:09pm] |
Sana sakin ka na lang, para maakap, mahaplos, masundan ng daliri ko ang likod mo.
Sana andito ka sa tabi ko, para kahit paano meron akong mapagkwentuhan ng mga bagay ng di ko na masabi sa iba.
Pero mukang malabo dahil magkaiba tayo ng habol.
Magkaiba ng hinahanap.
Sana balang araw habang buo pako sayo,
mangyari ang aking hiling.
Pero sa takbo ng buhay mukang matagal pa,
O kaya hindi mangyari.
Posibleng nabighani lamang ako sa ganda mo.
O siguro may nakikita lang akong di nakikita ng ibang tao.
Siguro hindi opa nga kita kilala,
at sa dami ng napagdaananan mo, siguro kaya ko parin tanggapin yon.
Lunkot ba?
Pagiisa ba?
O simpleng hiwaga lamang ng ganda mo?
Hindi panlabas ang nakikita ko,
kundi ang pakiramdam na tayo pareho lamang,
Naghahanap, nnag lilibang, sinusubukang makalimot ng kalunkutan.
Sana o irog makita mo ako,
Sana balang araw ay makita mo ako.
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| Tula............ |
[21 Sep 2008|07:38am] |
That when we.....
By: me
It happened around around 4am when you called,
amidst the alchohol, I was surprized,
that you still remembered.
You were about to leave you said,
I thkn you feigned when you said the weight can't be carried by your brain,
So I left my party and travelled to your location,
where I was surprized that you weren't alone.
Still went and to fulfill your request and willingly carried your burden for you.
When it was done you asked if you could stay.
I cannot do anything but say yes.
We went to a pub and had a few pints,
where we laughed and held each other prentending to be together,
the kisses were sweet, the hugs were tight,
It was then the clocked had ticked,
we had to leave after that last drink.
We spent a day together in my room,
I held you as you held on to me,
I can feel your smiles and you uncertainties when your back is turned,
the only comfort I give was to kiss your shoulder, stroke your back, as I trace your ink.
It was a day of sweet nothings where we both lied and were uncertain,
later it bacame a burden,
and maybe I was deceived
or perhaps I just wanted to believe.
But the honsety was not complete,
so the unity became obsolete.
I used you and you used me.
Perhaps we both were in need that day,
of carnal comfort that we all crave.
Towards the end we tried to hld on,
By saying sweet nothigns and empty promises that were broken as soon as it was said.
I tried to make sense of it all, but I guess there was no need to.
Now you are happy, and I'm in between.
There are no regrets or anger in me.
I only wished we began with honesty.
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For.......
Dreams can be misleading yet,
Everytime when it starts to get fun,
Something always wakes us up.
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| Here's one for the blue eagles....... |
[16 Sep 2008|02:35pm] |
May nag send sakin ng link mula sa isang website... talgagng may course bang ganito? Talaga? supot.
Then again, what do I know? Public University "lang" ang pinanggalingan ko pero ni minsan di ko naisip mag organize ang ganitong klaseng fascist sugar coated shet. andyan pangalan mo, ikaw gumawa niyan.... paki sabi nalang kung isang klaseng atenean joke to na tipong: "you have to be an atenean to understand this type of humor shet."
HAIL!!!!!!! HAIL!!!!!!! HAIL!!!!!
Pero cheering for your team's not bad... ansrap mang trash talk talaga men... pero to actually put this type of shit in a course with specific guidelines and rules on how to watch a basket ball game the ateneo way?! Come ON!!!!! not funny asswipes. I'm sure kasama dito yung isa sa sponge cola.
An lunkot lang na pwedeng madamay ang mga tulad ni jim paredes sa ganitong nakakahiyang excuse for "intelligent humor". I'm laughing but it's not funny...... read on.
*NOTE: the letters in red are my opinions that make this shit stupid..... Really stupid.
Ang I shall high-light the quotes I find Funny in blue to give my respect for the school's
ADM 102: Introduction to Ateneo-La Salle Gamesdate posted: 2008-09-05 16:12:28
ADM 102: Introduction to Ateneo-La Salle Games
Thu/Sat/Sunday, 4:00 PM, Araneta Coliseum
Course Prepared by: Miguel Lizada
Course Instructor: TBA
Course Description
The course introduces the student-cheerer to the dynamics and principles of the Ateneo-La Salle rivalry. The course employs both theoretical and application dimensions. The theoretical phase exposes the student to the history of the rivalry, the tradition of cheering, the construction of the ideal Atenean 6th Man, and other theoretical concepts.
-Ano daw? I guess it's such an honor to be a "6th man"..... asss.....
The application phase on the other hand requires the student to put into practice all the theoretical principles. These practices include, among others: effective skills in lining up for the games, cheering (pre-game, during the game, half-time and post-game), jeering, heckling, creating effective posters and banners for one's favorite players and posing and smiling for Fabilioh.com.
- Eto ang matinde.... cheer for yourteam para makita sa website!!!!! hurray muther fuckers!!!! you're unique!!!
sa lahat ng mga kakilala ko sa ateneo at sa buoooonng mundo, wala akong kilala na kayang ilagay sa kahon ang pagpapanood ng basket ball....... shet. read on. eto na ang pinaka hindi nakaktawang ginawa ng isang tao. I nominate the author for a Darwin award..... *i'm sure alam niyong mga atenista kung yon*. at kung hindi mag wiki ka nlang.....
Course Objectives
By the end of the course, the student should have been able to:
• understand what it means to be the Sixth Man
• understand the difference between an Atenean and La Sallite
• integrate himself with the community of believers
• develop his school spirit
Course Outline and Reading List
Chapter 1: What is School Spirit? -Ano nga ba? para maging tuta ng school mo?
• Required Readings: - meron pa talanggang ganito.... the last atempt to insult and feel more superior than everyone else, yet still, they are down to earth right?
o Excerpts from the "History of the Ateneo"
o The student's "OrSem Manual"
o "The Ateneo Cheerbook"
o "Who and What is the Ateneo Sixth Man?"
o Ruel De Vera's "The Eagles Have Landed"
o Selected Speeches of Angelico Sinjian of the Blue Babble Battalion
Chapter 2: Knowing the Enemy - WAR!!!!!!! tama yan. kelangan natin lalo yan sa mundo........
• Required Readings:
o “SUSPENDED! The 2005 UAAP Scandal”
o "We Must Come (Or Hit Them) From Behind"
o "How To Spell Correctly During Cheerdance Competition"
o “The Pumaren Defense Press: Terror and Truth”
• Optional/Supplementary Readings
o "No Cheering During Time Out"
o "Get that Ball! -- UE"
o "Why are there Two Birds in UAAP?"
o "Who let the (Bull) Dogs out?"
o "You Cannot Overcheer Us!"
o "NABRO: Equality or Social Injustice?"
Chapter 3: Pre-Game Rituals
• Required Readings
o "The Art of Lining Up" - Because only atenaeans know how to make a line.... pffft...
o "Sketching Posters and Banners for Your Favorite Players" - Kindergarten coloring books and paint by numbers are accepable...
o "Scalpers and Where To Find Them: An Anthropological Study"
o "Reserving Seats Upper A/Upper B For Friends"
• Optional Readings
o "How to Jump From the Gen Ad to Upper B: A Step-By-Step Guide"
o "How to Jump From Upper B to Upper A: A Step-By-Step guide" - TALAGA?! taga ateneo ka na di mo pa kayang mapunta sa mahal na upuan?!
Chapter 4: Game Time -This is where my insults will stop. shet. wala nang babbaw pa dito sa shet na to!!!!
*READ until end or scroll down to my conclusion at the bottom.
• Required Readings:
o "Developing Your Endurance"
o "The Psychology Behind Get That Ball"
o "Who are the Gang Green?"
o "Half-time is Game-Time"
o "Fly High" + "The Victory Song"
Chapter 5-A: When the Final Buzzer Beats (In case of Victory)
• Required Readings
o "The Song for Mary and the Proper Way to Sing It"
o "How to sing The Song For Mary and Still Look Cute for Fabilioh.com"
o "How To Argue with Sore Losers in PinoyExchange.com and Gameface.ph"
Chapter 5-B: When the Final Buzzer Beats (In case of Defeat)
• Required Readings:
o “Defeat is not a Fundamental Option: A Theological Exegesis”
o “Ang Pagkatalo ay Hindi Isang Wala Dahil Meron Pa: Isang Pambungad sa Metapisika ng Pagkatalo”
o "Win or Lose, It's The School We Choose: Deepening Your Spirituality -- The Sesquicentennial Edition"
o "Contemplating on the Meaning of Life: An Introduction"
o "Surviving the Wrath of Fr. Adolfo Dacanay SJ"
Course Requirements
Written Long Test: This will assess your memorization of the tradition and history of the Ateneo-La Salle rivalry. The test consists of itemized Multiple Choice questions and True or False statements.
Oral Exam: The student will randomly draw two cheers from a lot. The student must cheer/sing the cheers he picked. Afterwards, he must be able to explain the significance of the cheer/song. He must also be able to identify when these cheers/songs are used.
Practical Exam: The student must line up for tickets. This is a pass or fail exam. If the student is able to acquire a ticket, he automatically gets an A. If he doesn't get any ticket, he must take the Make-Up Test.
Make-up Test: Negotiating with Scalpers. Students who wish to pass the first practical exam for the course but failed to do so must take the Make-Up test. The student must locate a scalper within the vicinity of Araneta Coliseum. This is not a pass or fail test. The student's grade depends on how he was able to acquire a good ticket with the lowest possible price. The better the ticket with lower ticket price, the higher the grade.
Final Exam: Students are required to cheer during the game. The grade depends on the voice quality and frequency of the cheering. The Ateneo standard grading system will be applied. Therefore the passing score for the Final Exam is 70%. Students who cannot stand up and cheer 70% of the time automatically fail the exam.
Bonus points are given to students who are able to convince others to cheer loudly, either through a well-articulated speech or forceful coercion. Extra points are also awarded to fans who make creative banners for their favorite players.
Written Long Test: 20%
Oral Exam: 20%
Practical Exam: 20%
Final Exam: 40%
Course Policies and Other Reminders
1. Plagiarism. Plagiarism is an extreme offense in this school. Do not copy cheers from other schools.
2. Cellphone Use. Using your cellphone to place in bets is illegal. Do not get yourself into trouble.
3. Cuts. Once you are inside Araneta, you are not allowed to leave. You must watch all four quarters. Win or lose, you are not allowed to leave before the Song for Mary is sung. Doing so merits an automatic W for the course.
Ayaw niyo maniwala? eto yung link...... http://www.admu.edu.ph/index.php?p=120&type=2&aid=5722
Sugar coating hate is still hate ass!!!! like the third reich: HAIL!!! tangina congrats sa maniniwala at mag aattend ng course na to at nakakaawa ang mga sumoporta at pumayag dito. Tangina talo nga kayo ng F.E.U. e......
So everybody now: let's hate, hate hate........ antatalino niyo pa naman. sana isang magandang biro to.... an tataas ng mga ihi niyo. Bahala kayo ma offend, bahala kayo sa buhay niyo. kuing sino man ang mag enroll sa course na to ay tanga bobo at supot.... anlabong makapasa yan ng ateneo malamang anak ng congressman mga magaattend niyan.
Down to earth open minded my brown ass!!!! Go blue eagles!!!!
AT ang bottom line: tangina men manood ka na lang ng basketball. walang science involved in appreciating a sport. nor should you put requirements in any fun activity dahil mawawala ang "fun" factor non..... Tanga. Kung ayaw mo wag kung ganon ka kadedicated sa team mo, wag ka na gumawa ng course para sabihin ng mga tao na may ginawa ka para sa mundo. Hanap ka nalang ng lunas sa cancer ok pa..... shet...
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| Importante...... |
[15 Sep 2008|11:18am] |
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nakaka tawa ka...... ikaw. oo ikaw... walang tao sa likod mo, ikaw lang talaga...... napaka importante mo sa mundo...... haaay.....
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| eto lyrics..... |
[14 Sep 2008|12:29am] |
Memories ng paka bata at mga nangyare minsanminsan........
Simple Twist Of Fate Ni pareng bob dylan
They sat together in the park
As the evening sky grew dark,
She looked at him and he felt a spark tingle to his bones.
'Twas then he felt alone and wished that he'd gone straight
And watched out for a simple twist of fate. They walked along by the old canal
A little confused, I remember well
And stopped into a strange hotel with a neon burnin' bright.
He felt the heat of the night hit him like a freight train
Moving with a simple twist of fate. A saxophone someplace far off played
As she was walkin' by the arcade.
As the light bust through a beat-up shade where he was wakin' up,
She dropped a coin into the cup of a blind man at the gate
And forgot about a simple twist of fate. He woke up, the room was bare
He didn't see her anywhere.
He told himself he didn't care, pushed the window open wide,
Felt an emptiness inside to which he just could not relate
Brought on by a simple twist of fate. He hears the ticking of the clocks
And walks along with a parrot that talks,
Hunts her down by the waterfront docks where the sailers all come in.
Maybe she'll pick him out again, how long must he wait
Once more for a simple twist of fate. People tell me it's a sin
To know and feel too much within.
I still believe she was my twin, but I lost the ring.
She was born in spring, but I was born too late
Blame it on a simple twist of fate.
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| For the music my brown ass!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
[27 Aug 2008|05:32am] |
I'm sure by this time nabalitaan niyo na namay bayad na ang isang reunion concert dahil nagpull out ang mga sponsor..... 1,500 na ang ticket, nilipat ng lugar, malamang delayed to, at shempre. for the music and for the fans parin to..............
>>>>>>> Disclaimer: bago basahin ang mga sumusunod na mga pahayag ko, pakisip lang na hindi ibig-sabihing:
A) Hindi na ko manonood.
B) Supot mga kanta nila.
C) Wala na silang kwenta.
D) Wag manood ng concert nila
Final warning: Ang nakakaburat dito saking reklamo ay ang biglang may bayad na ang concert (men mahal na nga bigas diba?)
OK? now read on.......
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ULUL!!!!!!!!! Tangina niyo! aminado akong paborito ko kayo pero 1,500? TALAGA?! tangina ang unang rinig ko para sa mga fans niyo to.... pero isang pull out lang ng sponsor (major) 1.5k na agad?!!! tangina mas mahal pa yan sa kuryente ko, at sinkwenta lang ang DVD niyan...... tangina kung manonood ako ng concert na yan siguraduhin niyo lang na may mga lumilipad na acrobat mula sa bubong ng stage dahil ni minsan di ko pa nakikita yung bokalista niyong gumalaw kasabay ng tunog kahit sa mga mtv talagang nakatayo lang yon e...... LECHE!!!!!!!!!! Sa lahat pa ng magalaw sa inyo, si drummer pa!!! tangina!!! Paki explain nga sakin kung pano magagmit ni drummer-na-mahilig-na-mag-make-up-ngayon marasigan ang patalon-talon niya aber? aber? Siguraduhin niyo lang na kapag nagbayad ako ng ticket diyan, may at least tatlong taong tatambling patawid ng entabladong tatayuan niyo!!! SHET!!!!
Pero shempre baka manood parin ako.... may pera naman ako at walang obligasyon kahit kanino...... so eto nalang yan: VOTING STARTS NOW!!!! dito pumapasok ng pros and cons. Sana may tatalong nakabatman na costume para sulit talaga yung 1500 pesos ng buhay ko.
O sige ilista natin ang pwedeng mga bagay na mangyari para sulit ang 1500 ng buhay ko para sa concert:
*Sana paglabas ni marcus suot niya yung zombie costume niya sa bagong mtv niya.
*mag mamake-up si raymund (kahit anong mangyari.) # hindi ko sure kung pano to mahahlata ng madla kasi nakaupo siya sa likod ng drum set.
* at tutal naman nasa usapang drums tayo, dapat may planadong 15minute drum solo mala led zep.
*Sana naman may coordination yung lights kasabay ng music para kung tatyo sila bawi manlang sa visual.
*Sana may isang hot chick na fan na magpapakita ng boobs nila habang naka upo siya sa balikat ng boyfriend niya. habang...
*mamatay-matay na sa insecurity si boypren dahil hot ang girlfriend niya, ngayon nagsisisi siya kung bat niya pinyagang magpakita boobs yung chick niya sa concert ng eheads.
*I-medley nila ang mga kantang hindi nag number one noon.... *na kung iisipin mo aabutin ng mga dalawang oras na medley yon.*
*Eto seryoso, dapat tatlong oras silang tumugtog. pag one set lang yan: TABLA!!!!!
*Dapat andon si Francis M para sa super proxy. Kalimutan mo muna sakit mo kiko boy! Do it for the music like you always do... malay tamang therapy to.
* LIbreng BEER.... Tangina kasi yosi ang kinuhang major sponsor at hindi alak. alam naman nating lahat sa pinas na pwedeng uminom ang minor e...... HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!
Pero shempre ang importante ay mapanood natin silang lahat ulet. *NHUKS!!!!*
For the memories nung lumalaki ka, nagkashota, napaaway, nalasing, natae, sinipon, umiyak, nakabuntis, nagpakasal, naghiwalay pagtapos ng ilang buwan, nagkaroon ng kabit,
nung yumaman sila (kasi baka mahirap na sila ngayon e, like I said uso ang maging poser ngayon. magiging charity event na to.) kung sa kanila pa e I quote:
Ito ay para sa mga masa........ na kayang mag bayad ng 1,500 para sa ticket.
Pero panalo parin kayo...... 1,500 lang naman e.... Kita kita tayo sa gate.....
Aber paki sabi kung mali ako...... *fishing*
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| Food poisoning, party-party, at vanity at distress call for musik... |
[21 Aug 2008|04:26pm] |
Kanina ata nafood poison ako, pagtapos kumain ng adobo sa jollyjeep, habang nagyopyosi at nagkkwentuhan, bigla na lang ako dumuwal, at nasuka. at buooong gabi nawalang ng enerhiya para akinig sa mga pinagaaralan. Kaya ayun, duduwal duwal luwa luwa, ngayon di na ako makatulog kasi andito si ermats at hindi talaga ako sanay matulog sa lecheng airbed na yan. Ewan ko kung sanay na talaga akong matulog sa sahig o kaya sa mga solid na higaan basta hindi ko talaga magawang atulog sa lecheng airbed na yan....
Nung isang araw nagkitakita kami nila tenko, tuplo, party boy, ron fish, rj, bobby d, at maraming tao pa.... dapat tamang cosic love lang malapit sa ofc yung plano pero pagdating ko tapos na silang tumugtog, kaya lumipat kai sa 32nd st kasi may patugtugan din don. *miss na miss ko na tumugtog men....* shempre party party na agad ang nangyare, inom, singhot, lunok, hithit lagok ng kung ano anong bagay ang usual na nangyari at hindi ko lam kung apno ako napunta sa bahay na kung san natulog lang ako sa hagdan at maya-maya nagising sa sahig ng sala, umalis ng walang paalam nag abang ng sitak sa edsa uuwi at natulog. kelan kaya ulet mangyayari yon? hahahahahaha......
Merong batang adik sa internet na ang galing ag gitara at ang gagnda nga mga covers niya.... siya si sungha jung..... isang adik na koreanong napakagaling.... puntahan niyo nalang siya sa youtube at spatan ang kagalingan niya. eto yung link ng kiss from a rose niya http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cYs88LLX0vs
At ang pinaka matinding balita ko!!!! *para sakin lang at dahil blog ko to wala kang paki alam kung di importante sayo* 32 na ulet ang bewang ko.... after ga isang dekada ng bil-bil nawawala na siya ngayon... naisip ko n ga na siguro eto na ang: "paganda ng katawan" year ko.... ang bagay na atagal ko nang pinaplano pero ngayon lang mang yayare.... so yun, bukod sa trabahoe, eto na una ang pinakamalaking achievment ko so far.... *at august palang*
So yun.... next time na siguro ibang kwento... see you when i do sexy....
Nga pala, sa lahat ng mga tropa kong musikero pwedeng pwede tayo magjamming teks niyo lang ako kung saan at kelan... kelangan ko na ng jam....
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| Skate, Drugs, and work...... |
[14 Jul 2008|05:16pm] |
Punong-puno ng drugs ang araw ko sa trabaho at ganito yon..... Nung kelan, nagpadentista ako at kelangan kong uminom ng gamot... so bale tatlo agad yon kada araw..... pagdating sa office, punta sa clinic, masakait ang tiyan ko at dahil nararamdaman ko nang baka makalusot ang brown..... pababa ng clinic, sumakit si ngipin... p*panibagong sakit nanaman* so bale binigyan ako ng nurse namin ng: isang hit imodium, isang dolfenal, at yung eugenol, isang likidong dinadampi sa ngiping masakit para mawala... so ayon.... matapos ang isang minuto na may nakapasak na cottonbud sa bibig ko at nalagyan ng gamot ang ngipin balik sa taas at tuloy ang walang kaamats-amats na lecture. Kaya nag kape ako dalwang beses pa para palumpalo......
Eto, since grave yard ang uwian namin ngayong mga araw na to, napansin ko nung unang araw na pwedeng magskate-board pauwi mula office hanggang bahay. kanina ko lang nakuha yung board kay sneaky. Sobrang excited ko, dinala ko na agad yung board para sa uwian, ang "cool" pala ng pakiramdam na may dalang skateboard no? Parang andami mong makakntot na babae pag may dala ka non.... pero parang lang... *at least "cool diba?* HAHHAHAAAAAHAHAHHA..... anyway.... nagtaxi ako papuntang office nung malaman kong may bagyo.... Leche.... malalaman mong tapos na yung trip mo bago mo pa gawin, at may dala kang skate board!!!! So kesa maging "cool" ako, nag muka akong tangnag bumaba mula sa taxi sa harap ng bldg. napaka galing....... napakasmooth. walang kwenta.
So tuloy parin sa office, sinasabi nalang sa sarili na matutuyo naman yan mamaya mahaba pa ang oras....... well guess what? NATUYO ANG KALYE nung lunch break... edi shempre taeng-tae na ko gawin ang coolness of it all trip of going home in a skateboard while riding the streets of mak town in a borrowed sector9 short/longborad.... *labo lam ko*
Dahil diyan hindi na ko lumabas ng bldg dahil sa compiyansa ko na ok na ang lahat. Nakinig na lang ako sa trainor naming walng kalatoy-latoy mag turo, nag-exam, nagmadaling umuwi...... tapos tadaan!!!! ....umulan pala nung pukingininang last break namin so again wala nanaman yung trip ko,.......So eto ngayon, basa ang kalye sa ulan, naglakad ako pauwi na may bitbit na board. *ang cool, at least tamang poser lang diba?! uso daw maging poser ngayon e* oh well fuck that. and.. ano yon?!
Fuck me?! FUCK YOO!!!!!
ok so I guess dito lang muna.... hanggang magkaroon ng structure ang mga sinusulat ko magtiis ka gago...... At abangan ang susunod na kwento...
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| Unang araw..... |
[10 Jul 2008|05:42pm] |
Nagtatrabaho na ako ulet!!!! At dito na nagsisimula ang isang kabanata sa buhay. Walong oras kang nasa opisina, kasama mo ang mga taong ngayon mo lang nakilala, nakausap, naamoy, nakita, nakaapir at iba pa.
Sa ngayon naisip ko na nagtatrabaho tayo para: mabili mo ang mga gusto mong gamit, tulad ng psp, gagastusan mo ang luho mo tulad ng comics at laruan, magiipon para sa bahay na pinapangarap mo, para magastusan mo ang mga babeng gusto mong ligawan, shotain, gawing gelpren, jog-jogin isa isa o sabay, babaeng gusto mong pakasalan, anakan at ibahay *para sa iba*. kelangang ko din magtrabaho para mabawasan na ang katamaran sa buhay para may masulat may mareklamo, isumpa, may ipang sustento sa bisyo ng katawan ko mga usok na hinihithit at binubuga, tabletang lulunukin para mahilo habang mabilis na nilalagok ang pampitong beer mo sa gabi habang nakaklimutan mo na ang lahat pati pangalan ng mga taong nakilala mo. Bumili ng dvd, ng computer magkabahay sa south bumili ng lupa sa palawan na malapit sa beach, pumunta ng tagaytay na may kasamang sumpung babae sa likod, Para magagwa mo na yung pelikulang pinapangarap mo, puntahan sa maynila ang babaeng minamahal mo, para sa nanay mong may sakit, sa anak, at tatlong babaeng pinapaaral mo, para kumurakot sa bayang hawak mo, para mabuhay, mamatay, matulog, himatayin, makipagsosyalan sa mga taong hindi mo naman kilala, mang sumbat sa kapwa, maramdamang may kwenta ang buhay mo, para sumbatan ang mga kamag-anak mo, kaibigan at lahat ng tao, para pag nagaaway na kayong lahat, may depensa kang: "hoy! nagtatrabaho ako ng maayos!!!", magbayad ng upa at lahat pa ng ibang shet na yan!!!!
Ikaw? bakit ka nagtatrabaho? para saan para kanino?
Sa daming rason na pwede mong sabihin, masaya parin yung ngiting ibibigay sayo ng unang sweldo mo..... so enjoy this monotony, para makapagparty-party.... ewan..... Sagutin mo nga....
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| Three years ago.... |
[06 May 2008|05:27am] |
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Three years..... three years ago... on the same month sinulat sakin to...... oh my god..parang ang tagal na... grabe, i feel like ive lost a leg or something...
hindi kailangan magsorry, nadadala lang ako minsan...praning, adik, kupal o kung pano mo i describe sarili mo,these are the reasons (myriads) for feeling the way i do... you came to me in a dream, that day, parang hindi totoo...salamat sa lahat, for being yourself, for helping me find myself pero hindi parin, for being there, alam mo, hindi ka mag ffade sakin kahit kelan, hindi ka mabubura sa utak ko, andyan ka lang, basta andyan ka lang...nakakiyak ispin na kelangan ko umalis, yung makakiyak yun ay yung fact na hindi mo ko masasamahan para ma-experience ang mga bagaybagay o hindi kita masasamahan dito...pero PROMISE, nakasulat yan sa...PROMISE...siguro ang maganda lang dito sa nangyayari ay alam kong may mababalikan ako *sana*...antagal na...sobrang tagal na, hindi ko kaya ipaliwanag sa sarili o kaya sa iba kung bakit ganito, wala akong mgawa para mag bago...
you are the best part of life...
you showed me things i never imagined...
the world seems easier to understand because we didnt, we coudnt understand, but it was fine, because you were there...
i can never tell you enuf...how much you mean to me...
ngayong mga araw na toh, parang umiikot nalang ang mundo, pero dati hindi tayo kasama dun...gumagawa lang tayo ng sariling ikot natin...
shit* umiiyak nako*
miss na miss nakta... Grabe no? Ano ba nangyare?
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| smile.... |
[18 Apr 2008|03:56pm] |
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Minsan nakakasawa na rin......
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| Ploning |
[13 Apr 2008|11:27am] |
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mybagong film si juday na tunkol sa palawan, shempre dahil hometown hits yon susuportahan ko.... eto yung link sa website, so far yung trailer ay mganda in terms of cinematography at mukang ok naman yung sound.... eto nalang yung link sa website nung movie, spatan niyo nalang.....www.ploningthemovie.com
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| men... |
[11 Apr 2008|09:07am] |
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Talaga?!!!!! ang init!!!!! mali pa ko ng lecheng diskarte sa hayop na condong yan!!!!!!! fakin a!!!!! Kala ko tapos na problema pero hindi parin!!!!!! haaaaayyyy...............
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| to the Editor-in-chief of playboy philippines: Mr. Dolor fuck you!!!!!! |
[06 Apr 2008|08:32am] |
 I read and was shocked to hear about playboy magazine not having any frontal nudity. Actually, nakakinis na walng frontal nudity ang playboy Philippines, kasi anong point na biblin yon? Dahil sa mga well written articles? I don't think so....
Oo meron nga naman talagang mga magagandang articles pero dapat din isipin ng editor ng playboy is hindi naman napansin yung magazine sa states dahil sa articles; it was because Marilyn Monroe bared her breasts for the world to see in their first issue..... Case in point, walang bibili ng mag na yan dahil sa articles, bibilin yan dahil sa cover girl sa harap with the promise of nudity, saka na lang nila napansin yung mga nakasulat dyan pagtapos nilang titigan ang mga chicks... Nagiging totoo lang po ako sa sarili ko dahil kung gusto ko ng magazine na magandang articles meron time, newsweek, at hightimes.
Actually I read sa isang article sa web that the editor-in-chief of Playboy Phils. actully said "I don't want to be ashamed to show it to my mother," said the father of four. "I have daughters in their twenties. It's something that I want them to also enjoy. I want them to be proud of their Dad."... that's pretty stupid you ass, why would you even want to show playboy to your mom your and kids? (maybe you got tired of hiding it from them you fucking prude). Mr. Laygo Dolor (the oh so smart editor-in-chief), if you wanted to be a good dad and set an example for your kids, then fucking sign up for health and home or men's fitness or house and gardening you jackass.....
Also, don't give me crap about us Filipinos being conservative, considering that you actually agreed to be the editor in chief of a magazine that men all over the world has masturbated to *don't tell me that you haven't*, not to mention the fact it has always been associated with nudity and articles the depict the truth.
Oh and I do hope that you are arware of the Heff's stand for legalizing Marijuana because since he owns the brand that you franchised, and seeing your high uptight moral fiber. I do hope that you do have an open mind in publishing such concerns. and still maintain it I your magazine.
Good job Mr. Dolor, never have I seen such a display of hypocrisy from a man who calls himself a Filipino. Your priest must be having a field day with your confessions. You see the reason for nudity i magazines is to show the human body for it really is. Naked inable to hide anything is a sign of transparency and truth. That's what playboy magazine is about, the girls are naked, and the articles are ones which you do not normally hear from your everyday chismisan.
Mr. Laygo: Forgive me father for all I've sinned, I spent the last months looking at naked women, but with my good nature and guilt, I could not let pictures of these women get published. so I kept them all for no one to see.
Wow.... I guess your high moral fiber really does make you a fucking hypocrite. It dosen't really matter if you have five or even a hundred palanca winning writer's there. And I do hope that your articles are filled with investigated articles because as you said, you do have them palanca winners at your side.
This is the perfect example of controlled media that we have in our country. We always have something to hide. I'm not saying that we be like the americans. But we should be able to have a bit more balls than and be a fuckin man rather than trying to have mummsy's approval. Show a bit of what's true than hide behind our conservative ways. ( I mean really, nudity? you're concerned of nudity when there are far more bigger issues to deal with than nudity!!!!!)
It's kinda sad how this small issue really struck a chord in me. But this is what I hate in this country we always send some spoiled rich brat to handle something that could open minds, and revolutionize a few things, but all they do is look for the approval from the even bigger dumb prudes that finance them..... such a sad sad way to do things......
Laygo: but maa.... I want naked women!!! it's what playboy stands for!!!!
Laygo's mom: Nooo yooo shall not, because mommy's little boy is a good boy... so no titty shots!!!
Laygo: ok ma......
Fuck you laygo!!! fuck you and your conservative mind. You yook a brand that stood for freedom of the press and you fuckin let yourself *with help from your mom* threw that very freedom away. Those articles better be fuckin good.
-Eat the fuckin rich-
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| Mr. Dolor |
[06 Apr 2008|08:31am] |
I read and was shocked to hear about playboy magazine not having any frontal nudity. Actually, nakakinis na walng frontal nudity ang playboy Philippines, kasi anong point na biblin yon? Dahil sa mga well written articles? I don't think so....
Oo meron nga naman talagang mga magagandang articles pero dapat din isipin ng editor ng playboy is hindi naman napansin yung magazine sa states dahil sa articles; it was because Marilyn Monroe bared her breasts for the world to see in their first issue..... Case in point, walang bibili ng mag na yan dahil sa articles, bibilin yan dahil sa cover girl sa harap with the promise of nudity, saka na lang nila napansin yung mga nakasulat dyan pagtapos nilang titigan ang mga chicks... Nagiging totoo lang po ako sa sarili ko dahil kung gusto ko ng magazine na magandang articles meron time, newsweek, at hightimes.
Actually I read sa isang article sa web that the editor-in-chief of Playboy Phils. actully said "I don't want to be ashamed to show it to my mother," said the father of four. "I have daughters in their twenties. It's something that I want them to also enjoy. I want them to be proud of their Dad."... that's pretty stupid you ass, why would you even want to show playboy to your mom your and kids? (maybe you got tired of hiding it from them you fucking prude). Mr. Laygo Dolor (the oh so smart editor-in-chief), if you wanted to be a good dad and set an example for your kids, then fucking sign up for health and home or men's fitness or house and gardening you jackass.....
Also, don't give me crap about us Filipinos being conservative, considering that you actually agreed to be the editor in chief of a magazine that men all over the world has masturbated to *don't tell me that you haven't*, not to mention the fact it has always been associated with nudity and articles the depict the truth.
Oh and I do hope that you are arware of the Heff's stand for legalizing Marijuana because since he owns the brand that you franchised, and seeing your high uptight moral fiber. I do hope that you do have an open mind in publishing such concerns. and still maintain it I your magazine.
Good job Mr. Dolor, never have I seen such a display of hypocrisy from a man who calls himself a Filipino. Your priest must be having a field day with your confessions. You see the reason for nudity i magazines is to show the human body for it really is. Naked inable to hide anything is a sign of transparency and truth. That's what playboy magazine is about, the girls are naked, and the articles are ones which you do not normally hear from your everyday chismisan.
Mr. Laygo: Forgive me father for all I've sinned, I spent the last months looking at naked women, but with my good nature and guilt, I could not let pictures of these women get published. so I kept them all for no one to see.
Wow.... I guess your high moral fiber really does make you a fucking hypocrite. It dosen't really matter if you have five or even a hundred palanca winning writer's there. And I do hope that your articles are filled with investigated articles because as you said, you do have them palanca winners at your side.
This is the perfect example of controlled media that we have in our country. We always have something to hide. I'm not saying that we be like the americans. But we should be able to have a bit more balls than and be a fuckin man rather than trying to have mummsy's approval. Show a bit of what's true than hide behind our conservative ways. ( I mean really, nudity? you're concerned of nudity when there are far more bigger issues to deal with than nudity!!!!!)
It's kinda sad how this small issue really struck a chord in me. But this is what I hate in this country we always send some spoiled rich brat to handle something that could open minds, and revolutionize a few things, but all they do is look for the approval from the even bigger dumb prudes that finance them..... such a sad sad way to do things......
Laygo: but maa.... I want naked women!!! it's what playboy stands for!!!!
Laygo's mom: Nooo yooo shall not, because mommy's little boy is a good boy... so no titty shots!!!
Laygo: ok ma......
Fuck you laygo!!! fuck you and your conservative mind. You yook a brand that stood for freedom of the press and you fuckin let yourself *with help from your mom* threw that very freedom away. Those articles better be fuckin good.
-Eat the fuckin rich-
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